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10 May 2025

On the Man Who Liked to Stare

 
 'When you stare long into the abyss, the abyss will also stare into you ...' [a] 

 
Nakamura has a fascination for staring death in the face; provided it's the death of another and that individual is deserving of their fate having been found guilty by a court of law of some grievous crime, such as murder.
 
Without getting into the rights and wrongs of capital punishment, most societies consider the unlawful and intentional killing of another human being to be an extremely serious matter, deserving of harsh punishment, be that a life behind bars, or state-sanctioned execution. 

In Nakamura's mind, murder is always an act of malicious evil whilst judicial homocide is morally justifiable and also a social necessity when considered in terms of deterrence, for example. And so, he feels he has a sacred duty to witness the death of criminals and the desire to do so is one that often arises within him:

"Nakamura's pride and joy in witnessing the death penalty, which he had felt on several occasions, and which he had told his friends and even his wife about, was on the rise again. He felt as if something special, something powerful, something stern and unmovable, like divine punishment itself, resided within him." [b] 
 
And yet, on the morning of the execution Nakamura often felt a level of physical anxiety that went beyond nervous anticipation; his entire body would begin to tremble in an unpleasant and uncontrollable manner. And his weak cup of tea "tasted of nothing" [91]
 
His wife obviously notices, but when she tries to speak to him and tell him of her dislike for the whole business, he grows angry and wants to strike her. 
 
"'Of course, I don't like it either,' he said. 'But if everyone felt that way, it would be easier for warmongers and criminals. You have to choose one side or the other. Either we, as citizens, will make society safe, or we will leave them to their own devices.'" [92]
 
Having said this, he reassured himself somewhat: "And he also felt that he was a hero, a hero who fulfilled his duty without regard for his own interests" [92]. His wife, however, is less than convinced; she knows that there's a real and often terrible price to pay for repeatedly witnessing executions, as studies have shown and many have testified [c].  
 
Nakamura boards his early morning train. Sat opposite him were a couple of businessmen, two young men in uniform, and "a beautiful, drowsy young woman" [93], who particularly fascinates him:    
 
"Her colour gave him a certain masculine feeling. The girl's eyes, which were a kind of melancholy grey, made him think of the rumpled bedclothes she had just woken up on. [...] Nakamura was so busy looking at her eyes, her breasts, and the rich lustre of her hair, that he almost forgot where the train was heading." [94]  
 
Almost: but not quite. His intrusive and sexualised staring [d] ultimately doesn't distract him from his sacred duty of attending the gallows. For the thought of an imaginary fuck was not as thrilling to him as the prospect of an actual death. It was the latter that filled him with "a certain dark and powerful force" [93] and made his erection as hard as a judge's hammer.   
 
He arrives at the prison: he takes his seat: he awaits the arrival of the condemned: "He was a young man. He was tall. Nakamura could not take his eyes off this man's body" [96], unless it was to look at his "youthful, slightly beaming, blushing face" [96].
 
And when the condemned man's eyes meet his own, "Nakamura thought he saw something beautiful shining in the man's small eyes like a flash of lightning" [96]
 
He shivers and feels himself lightheaded as the trapdoor opens, closing his eyes in a kind of ecstasy as "the sound of people’s voices whispering" [97] echoed around the room.  
 
Afterwards, Nakamura is desolate, his eyes glowing "as if fevered" [98], or having ejaculated.  
 
Consummatum est ...
 
Nakamura was obliged to sign a note saying that he had witnessed the execution. Although unable to think clearly, he felt himself filled with the silent knowledge of death; his avaricious curiosity satisfied (for the moment).
 
 
Notes
 
[a] Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil, IV. 146.
 
[b] Chōkōdō Shujin, 'The Condemned', in Nakajimi Says and Other Stories (The Tripover, 2025), pp. 90-91. All future page references in this post are to this text. 
 
[c] Research suggests that witnessing executions - in whatever capacity - can have a profound and often traumatic impact on individuals, affecting their mental and emotional well-being. Indeed, even those who facilitate the executions and hardened journalists who report on them, often experience significant levels of stress, leading to nightmares, insomnia, panic attacks, and a sense of detachment from reality or other people. 
      Thus, the idea put forward by proponents of capital punishment that executions bring closure and allow healing is questionable to say the very least. 
 
[d] As far as I know, it is not yet a crime to look at someone in a public space, but so-called intrusive staring is now regarded as a form of harassment (particularly if it's an unwanted form of sexual leering) and so can get you arrested and possibly banged up. 
      To be fair, I can see how one might be made to feel uncomfortable if one is watched and evaluated by a stranger, but I don't have much time for arguments framed within the context of objectification; no one is dehumanised by being looked at or lusted after. Ultimately, I suppose whether or not staring is a genuine concern depends on context, the intent of the individual staring, and the sensitivity of the person being looked at. 
 
 
This post is for Soko and Rebecca. 
 
Click here for an earlier post responding to Nakajimi Says and Other Stories (2025). 


9 May 2025

Thoughts Inspired by Three Short Stories by Chōkōdō Shujin

(The Tripover, 2025) 
Note: all page numbers in this post refer to this edition.
 
 
I. 
 
Our friends at The Tripover have a new book out; a debut short story collection by Chōkōdō Shujin that opens in a cabbage field and ends on the volcanic island of Iowa Jima, but mostly unfolds in that non-space of the excluded middle; the space that is in between here and there, now and then, fantasy and reality; the realm of fuzzy logic, dark limpidity, and what Nietzsche terms dangerous knowledge where imagination and memory meet. 
 
A good place for any writer to explore - even at the risk of losing their way ...
 
 
II. 
 
The name Chōkōdō Shujin will, of course, ring a bonshō bell for those readers familiar with Japanese literature. For it was originally the pen name adopted by Ryūnosuke Akutagawa; a writer viewed by many as a master of the structured short story who, tragically, topped himself in 1927, aged 35, after both his mental and physical health began to markedly deteriorate, leaving behind him over 150 short stories, as well as a wife and three children. 
 
Now, the author of this collection of tales writes under this name; honouring his dead hero whilst, at the same time, attempting to find his own voice and literary style. I have to say, that's either a brave and confident or foolish and conceited thing to do; a bit like a young philosopher deciding to publish a book under the name Zarathustra and thereby inviting comparison with Nietzsche.
 
Still, who knows, maybe it pays to call attention to oneself in this manner, though whether he’ll be nominated for the prestigious Akutagawa Prize [a] on the basis of this book remains to be seen ...
 
 
III.
 
Of the ten stories assembled here, there are three that most captured my interest and so, rather than write a review of the book as a whole, I'd like to make some brief remarks inspired by this trio of tales and the themes of agalmatophilia, sexsomnia, and suicide that reside at their dark heart [b].

 
Meguri 
 
As someone who has written often on the topic of agalmatophilia, I was naturally drawn to the longest story in Shujin's book entitled 'Meguri' - a term which, like many Japanese words, has multiple meanings depending on the kanji characters used. 
 
In the context of this tale, for example, it may refer to the circulation of souls contained within the statue; or it could refer to the manner in which the statue patrols the house at night, looking for love or seeking revenge.  
 
The proganonist, Sōtarō Takeshita, is haunted by the sculpted figure of a Chinese noblewoman with slender, finely carved wrists to which - as a cheirophile as well as a statue fetishist - he is particularly partial. 
 
Her beauty is a pale and perfect combination of coldness and cruelty and ever since falling and cutting his head on the statue as a young boy, Sōtarō has had a strange bond with her; one sealed with blood. At night, she often stands by his bedside, silent and motionless, disturbing his sleep, before returning to her place in the parlour at dawn. 
 
The author doesn't say that the young man masturbates as she stands looking down on him, but he does mention the motion of his trembling hands and I guess we can take this as rather coy way of suggesting such (the strange bond between them is thus sealed with semen as well as blood). 
 
As the servant Tatsuo says: "The master of this house has always been like a lover to her …" [36]
 
Unfortunately, the statue also has a propensity to kill - particularly intruders who break into the house. Following one such incident, the police are called and Detective Nishitani of the Tokyo Metropolitan Police almost immediately suspects strange goings on involving the statue. For whilst her face was very beautiful, there was the look of "malice in her piercing eyes" [26]
 
He interviews the young master of the house: 
 
"Nishitani's impression of Sōtarō was one of profound loneliness. Indeed, the young man seemed dead inside, as hollow as the statue, as if his soul had been stolen from his body." [30]
 
And, by the end of the story, that's precisely what has happened; Sōtarō's soul is stolen and imprisoned within the stone along with the lonely and tormented souls of many other poor wretches. 
 
That's probably not great; a bit like being in the sunken place that Chris finds himself in Jordan Peele's excellent psychological horror Get Out (2017). One is conscious, but robbed of agency and denied freedom of movement and the ability to communicate verbally with others.
 
Ultimately, the question of whether Sōtarō is dead, dreaming, mad, or perhaps suffering from locked-in syndrome (pseudocoma) isn't really answered, so I guess it doesn't really matter. Besides, human beings are remarkably resilient and can get used to almost any conditions: 
 
"Whether this was madness or death, it did not seem to be such a fearsome thing. It was far less unpleasant than his waking existence." [46]  
 
 
Nakajima Says
 
If ‘Meguri’ is a warning against the dangers of excessive masturbation - it leads to a loss of soul - then we might read 'Nakajima Says' as a warning not to daydream or meditate to the point at which one falls into a state of sexually violent somnambulism and one's thoughts begin to first fragment and then dissolve until "there is nothing left in mind, and only emptiness remains" [54]
 
This may be a desired goal for those who tie spiritual enlightenment to the overcoming of consciousness and moral agency, but I can’t personally see the attraction of sleepwalking along imaginary corridors or living in "an intense world of disconnection" [55]. No man is an island - even if his name is Nakajima.
 
Nor am I a fan of reaching a psycho-physiological state of numbness (hypoesthesia); building a BwO is an attempt to deliver man from his automatic reactions, it is not about becoming "free and empty" [59] of all feeling, gaiety, and dance so that one ends us belonging to that "dreary parade of sucked dry, catatonicized, vitrified, sewn-up bodies" described by Deleuze and Guattari [c]
 
However, I’m all for a little urban gardening; creating space for wild flowers and building a little pond for crabs and catfish to live. And if this is what Nakajima suggests we do, then that's great, although I’m extremely wary of the idea that this involves controlling the natural landscape and "requires an immersive contemplation of the ego" [58]
 
It turns out that Nakajima has a girlfriend - Sonoko - whose lovely name means child of the garden. She possesses, we are told, "the poise and mystery of a café waitress" [61] and no doubt her smile is ineffably sweet, her figure divinely slim [d]
 
But her beauty doesn't justify grabbing her hair and pulling her to the ground ... And Nakajima's sexual aggression, fuelled as much by Sonoko's silence as her appearance - "Why doesnt she scream or cry?" [61] - is as reprehensible as his desire to subdue nature and empty himself of all thought and feeling like a sleepwalking zombie.
 
Of course, it might be that Nakajima - if ever charged with rape or sexual assault - would offer a criminal defence based on a medical diagnosis of sexsomnia; a condition which can occur at the same time as other parasomnia activities and lead to an abnormally high level of sexual tension dangerously coupled with decreased inhibitions [e].  

Does living in a dream not only become a reality, but enable one to escape culpability ...?  
 
 
The Scent of Roses 
On the suicide of Ryūnosuke Akutagawa, 1927 
 
"No one could be surprised by Akutagawa's death [...] For two years, he had meticulously planned his voluntary death." [83] 
 
Indeed, the letter he left behind was so carefully crafted and revised, that it was more like a beautiful prose poem than a hastily scribbled suicide note stained with tears and full of errors. 
 
Akutagawa understood what it was to practice joy before death; i.e., to constantly imagine how best to construct a beautiful, stylish - some might even say chic - exit from this life and keep at hand the instruments that might facilitate such. 
 
In Akutagawa's case, this meant a small bottle of poison:
 
"Always the aesthete, he had no desire to throw himself in front of a train or from a roof. His vanity, too, was the reason for having decided against hanging, although he had attempted to do so on more than one occasion. Akutagawa was a strong swimmer, which precluded drowning; as his hands shook from the sleeping pills that he took even in the daytime, seppuku was not an option, despite his prowess as a martial artist." [87]
 
His wife, Fumi, appears to have understood her husband's desire for a voluntary death; her first words on discovering his body were to congratulate him:  "'I'm so happy for you, darling'" [84].
 
For to die at thirty-five ensured he would "always be remembered at the height of his beauty and talent" [85]. But it's not so easy dying at the right time; Zarathustra speaks of it as a difficult and rare art [f]. So well done Akutagawa, whose death was widely reported throughout the world and served as an inspiration to those who know their Nietzsche. 
 
What wasn't reported, however - and here comes the fictional twist in the tale - was that Akutagawa's close friend, the artist Ryūichi Ōana, could not bear the thought of never seeing his face again. And so, whilst standing alone by the casket, he found himself tempted to do something that even he considered monstrous; namely, remove the nails and open the rectangular pine box ....
 
"Ōana knew very well that the dead man in the casket would be quite unrecognisable after four days, when dry ice was in such short supply. There was no doubt in his mind that, if he were to see such a face, he would remember it with horror until the end of days. And yet he could not overcome the desire - no, the need - to see Akutagawa one last time." [89]
 
Shujin continues:
 
"With a strength beyond himself, he pried the lid from the casket, holding his handkerchief to his nose. Ōana was, indeed, startled. The face before him remained unchanged from the day he had painted the death mask, pale and at peace, his lips slightly parted, as though he had at last seen eternity and found himself in a state of grace." [89]
 
That's a nice way to close a story. 
 
And it reminds one of the famous case of Ellen West, who, like Akutagawa, also died after taking a lethal dose of poison, having spent her last hours reading, writing, and snacking. Her psychiatrist, Ludwig Binswanger, a pioneer in the field of existential psychology and much influenced by Heidegger, said after viewing the body of his patient:  'She looked as she had never looked in life - calm, happy, and peaceful.' 

Although whether a scent of roses pervaded her room, I cannot say ... 
 
 
Notes
 
[a] The Akutagawa Prize is a Japanese literary award presented biannually to a promising young writer. It was established in 1935 by Kan Kikuchi, then-editor of Bungeishunjū magazine, in memory of Ryūnosuke Akutagawa and is sponsored by the Society for the Promotion of Japanese Literature.
 
[b] Let me say at the outset that this is not strictly speaking a faithful reading or critical assessment of the tales, so much as a perverse reimagining in line with my own interests rather than the intentions of the author Chōkōdō Shujin. Apologies to him -and his publishers - should they feel I've taken excessive liberties with the text and in any way detracted from the original stories.
 
[c] See Gilles Deleuze and Félix Guattari, A Thousand Plateaus, trans, Brian Massumi (The Athlone Press, 1996), p. 150. 

[d] Regular readers of Torpedo the Ark will recall the recent post on the sexual politics of waitressing (12 March, 2025), in which I referenced a poem by Robert W. Service that includes the lines "Her smile ineffably is sweet / Divinely she is slim" - click here.   
 
[e] The number of alleged sex offenders claiming sexsomnia as a legal defence is rapidly growing; the argument is that a person who commits an act whilst asleep (i.e., not fully conscious - even if their eyes are are wide open) cannot be held criminally responsible for that act; that there has to be intent on their part and the act has to be voluntary, for a crime to have been committed. 
 
[f] See Nietzsche, 'Of Voluntary Death', in Thus Spoke Zarathustra (1883). For Nietzsche, as the great comedian of the ascetic ideal, it is of course all about timing: 'Many die too late and some die too early. Still the doctrine sounds strange: Die at the right time.' 
 
 
Click here for a sister post to this one based on another tale found in Nakajima Says and Other Stories (2025).